Im a sucubus
i cant handle your affection
the closer you get the more i pull away
im yearning for thy sweet taste , i've never felt any arms around me
love me like tomorrow , shall never see the day

i need swet reality, of your smell on my bed
misery is my hostage and i dont want it to leave
because my heart bleeds hundreds , when hear your voice
i'd like to think im loved, if thats a choice
i wouldnt want to die if it means without love

i would want at least a faint memory of something to enter twin
something to need and a pleasure of a different kind
men look at me all the time, but nobody will ever want me, and everyday my heart hurts and
my breathe catches away, as i remember that i will never be thought, not here or now , today
im as lonely as yesterday....

im sitting on my bed, and all i here is the voice in my head laughing , because it knows that i only punish myself for thinking that someone , somewhere would actually like me , i have fucking tried to be confident and social but the truth is im just never going to be

Loved 

And that is  just about all i have ever wanted .