Love

i think i've really given up on it, i just ca't be asked to really run after something that isn't for me, but you know the ironic thing is ...that their really are people out there in the same position as you, in that lovers cage ...not wanting to break free, but lingering next to the gate...and that might me a tiny ounce of hope for love. But yeah i just see myself drifting away from love and everything , i just don't think its likely for a guy to come up to me and ask for my number at any point of me going out.They mostly just stare..A LOT. but i just don't care anymore because its confusing and annoying and just impossible .... i guess it just doesn't work out.

One thought though...i would love to go to America... just to see is the rumors are true. are guys there much better then our British men ....i seem to think so. :)